Times and Tides and Tears

Two years. Two long and short years have passed since I last posted on this blog. Back then, Emma was doing so well. She was nearing her 5 year remission mark, meaning she would be considered "cured". Instead, at that 5 year mark, she was being diagnosed with leukemia. Less than 1 year later she would be in Heaven.

Sometimes, I want to write about things. Feelings and thoughts and anguish. Generally, I shove those wants aside. Recently, though, I've been thinking of writing them down here. So, I decided to give it a shot. My posts will generally happen as I feel the urge, so probably not on any set schedule. They'll mostly be on ways I feel and things I might be learning from those feelings.

If anyone reads them or if no one reads them, *shrugs*, I still want to write them down. I hope to post my first update soon.